baby called me up at nine and we talked for like two seconds..then i went back to sleep for like another half hour. then i ate breakfast and started doing the laundry.. i cleaned the house. ina and kendra came over and we went swimming.. mommy came home and we all got ready and we were off to the bowling alley. so we get there and the lady tells me i cant reserve because this company already booked the whole place, so erghpm. then we get a lane and finally charles comes and we all bowl. we ate, bowled, tita merle and tito junny came.. then we ate some more at booger king.. dropped charles off at home and i played with his cat..went home.. and talked to charles some more. got ready for bed and frances called we talked.. and now im here.

-- stay fresh
clariz

sundaaaay; so woke up and got ready for church.. went and i talked to sarah and christopher ... had my chat with the nelson family.. yup then we went to breakfast at DJ .. then i went home and started watching FR0M JUSTiN T0 KELLY and i called  my baby. we talked for a while, but i started to feel sleepy so i took nap [ #0NE ] called up baby when i woke up and he wanted me to print something out so i went online and started talking to claudia.. i got ready and started watching the movie again... then charles came and picked me up and then we went to get claudia.. we went back to the house to pick up the rest of the family then we were off to san pedro for lunch. the car ride there i took another nap [#TW0 ] baby woke me up early . but s`all good. when we got there we looked for a place to eat and  then we ate. around three went to torrance beach. it was kinda cloudy but its okaaay. we rushed down to the beach before it got too dark.. me and baby ran to the shore to see how cold it was, but it wasn't at all... well not that much, it made my toes hurt a little .the beach was awsome. ;D on the way home we got  baskin robins.. yummy. went to charles's  house then i went home. my day was a superduperawsome.

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clariz

the nerve you have... how you can get mad at me while you're asking for my forgiveness. yah, make me even angier with you and for sure i will. god you're such an asshole. you tell me you don't want to keep hearing charles tell you how i've cried. well have you thought, maybe it's your fault i'm crying. i can't believe you. i had so much faith in you, then you fuck it up. you apologize, but you don't even mean it. it was my fault to think you were actually sorry. then you try to make it better, but all you did was make it worse. you get mad at me, when all this time i've been lying for you. asshole, you can't even apriciate what i've been doing for you. i'm not even trying to be your friend, but you make it hard for me. i could have told the truth, when you weren't. you knew i knew, and yet you still didn't tell the truth. how could you? i had the fucking conversation. oh well didn't think about that one. well, what if i had shown it to her? what then? do you think she would still "love" you now? do you think you two would still be together this very moment. you tell me. is that love? where, even though you two weren't together, it can still effect your "relationship." well, let me ask you something... do you think she and him never kissed while they were together? oh yah, forgot that one. but, wait.. that doesn't mean anything right? you can't get mad at her because she has no faults. right? you prostitute. so she can have a boyfriend, but you can't have someone else. she can go and say she loves someone else who is N0T you, but you can't kiss someone else. you can say you love her, and she can say she loves someone else. that's some love you two have. geez you said you're sorry that you'd like us to be friends. you were one of my best friends and you let me down, not once but twice. you tell me what i'm doing is wrong, but you also tell me that what i'm doing is exactly what she is doing too, that we're doing the same thing. wait, so does that mean that what she's doing is wrong to? oh yah didn't fucking think about that one did you? you say you want to talk.. talk about what? talk about how you lied? talk about how your promises don't mean anything? talk about how you don't even know why you should be sorry? what!? what should we talk about first? maybe how i can't even conisder you a friend? you want to talk to me, fine i'll listen.. but, i don't even think you can. you can't talk to me until you realize what you have done, how much you have hurt me...i can't stand that we're not talking, but how can i talk to someone who doesn't even listen to what i'm trying to say. how can we talk if i can't believe you, how do i know you're not just bull shitting? exactly.

you're one heck of an asshole.

You know you're a 90's kid when.... (bold what matches you)

1. You've ever ended a sentence with the word "PSYCH!"
2. You watched the Pound Puppies.
3. You can sing the rap to the "Fresh Prince of Bel Air."
4. You wore biker shorts under your shirts and felt stylish.
5. You yearned to be a member of the Baby-Sitters Club and tried to start a club of your own.
6. You owned those little Strawberry Shortcake pals scented dolls.
7. You know that "WOAH" comes from Joey on "Blossom."
8. Two words: M.C. Hammer.
9. If you ever watched "Fraggle Rock."
10. You had plastic streamers on your handle bars.
11. You can sing the entire theme song to "Duck Tales."
12. You remember when it was actually worth getting up early on a Saturday to watch cartoons.
13. You wore a ponytail on the side of your head.
14. You saw the original "Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles" on the big screen.
15. You got super-excited when it was Oregon Trail Day in computer class at school.
16. You played the game "MASH."..... still do lol
17. You wore a Jordache Jean jacket and you were proud of it.
18. L.A. Gear
19. You wanted to change your name to "JEM" in Kindergarten.
20. You remember reading Tales of a Fourth Grade Nothing and all the Ramona books.
21. You know the profound meaning of "WAX ON, WAX OFF."
22. You wanted to be a Goonie.
23. You even wore flourescent clothing.
24. You can remember what Michael Jackson looked like before his nose fell off.
25. You have pondered why Smurfette was the only female smurf.
26. You took plastic cartoon lunch boxes to school.
27. You remember the CRAZE, then the BANNING of slap bracelets.
28. You still get the urge to say "NOT" after (almost) every sentence.
29. You remember Hypercolor T-shirts.
30. Barbie and the Rockers was your favorite band.
31. You thought She-Ra and He-Man should hook up.
32. You thought your childhood friends would never leave because you exchanged friendship bracelets.
33. you owned a pair of jelly sandals.
34. After you saw "Pee-Wee's Big Adventure" you kept saying "I know you are, but what am I?"
35. You remember "I've fallen and I can't get up!"
36. You remember going to the skating rink before there were inline skates.
37. You ever got seriously injured on a Slip 'n' Slide.
38. You have ever played with a Skip-It.
39. You had or attended a birthday party at McDonald's.
40. You've gone through this list occasionally saying "awesome."
41. You remember Popples.
42. "Don't worry, be happy."
43. You wore like, EIGHT pairs of socks over tights.
44. You wore socks scrunched down.
45. "Miss Mary MACK MACK MACK, all dressed in BLACK BLACK BLACK, with silver BUTTONS, BUTTONS, BUTTONS all down her BACK, BACK, BACK!"
46. You remember boom boxes vs. CD players.
47. You remember watching both "Gremlins" movies.
48. You knew what it meant to say "Care Bear Stare!"
49. You remember watching "Rainbow Brite" and "My Little Ponies."
50. You thought Doogie Howser was hot.
51. You remember Alf, the lil furry brown alien from Melmac.
52. You remember New Kids on the Block when they were cool.
53. You knew all the characters names and their life stories on "Saved By the Bell."
54. You know all the words to Bon Jovi.
55. You played and or collected "Pogs."
56. You used to pretend that you could transform into a Power Ranger.

suunday; it was vagINA`s birthday .. so it started off going to church, i some how ended up helping pass out donuts. then after that was over i saw timmy, katie, and veronica. then i went home with ina and we went to target to get some plates, spoons, forks... then we went back and tried to go to best buy, but no that didnt work out .. so we went back to ina's house and we set up for the party.. all the last minute cleaning and cooking. i learned how to put the barbeque meat on the sticks. so after that it was the party .. yup. that was that day.

today; i cleaned the house and did most of the laundry .. my uncle took out my sister and two cousins, but i didnt go so i could do all that .. then my mommy came home for lunch ... i asked her if i could go out with charles and we went to the movies.. yup . me and charles saw THE N0TEB00K.. holy frioles .. that is the best movie ever! aww it made me cry, but baby held me in his arms...aww i love him to pieces. if you go and see it, and you dont cry. you have no feelings .. my mommy, sister, and kendra saw A CiNDERELLA ST0RY ...they didn't have such a nice time. then we played video games and i rocked!! ehem ehem .. i beat charles SiX times.. yaaaahooo. then we ate at burger king.. i got me and charles the KiNG MEAL THiNGY... yup it was funny.. kendra was going loco..so after the food, we went to blockbuster and then dropped off my baby.. and now im here. the end.

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hey ya`ll got myself a chatterbox. talk to me! just click "when im lost" and talk away!! thanks claudia fer the idear.

- - stay fresh
CLARiZ